HAVE YOU EVER ASKED YOUR SELF WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME?

I think I speak to most people when I ask this question. We often times find ourselves in difficult and painful situations because of our own actions and lack of trust. Because of the constant need to control our own destiny. Failure to understand that our fate is not really in our hands. We need to let go and let GOD, because when we don’t and if we don’t…Like my brother-in-law tells me all the time “He who can’t hear must feel?” well, in deed we feel and what we feel doesn’t always feel so good.  Unfortunately I have found myself in these situations so many times, too many times and once I realized that I was responsible for the hurt I was feeling…I wrote this poem...

 “I am to blame”

You hurt me but I have myself to blame

I opened the door and let you in

I covered my eyes and ignored the signs

I created my own fantasy so you wouldn’t have to lie to me

I’m to blame for the hurt

I’m to blame for the pain

I’m to blame for the broken pieces that you left behind for me to clean up

Because I looked back after walking away

I am to blame for the tears my heart sheds today

Written by Danushka Chouloute